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[beandelphiki]

Went to see Spider-Man again today, with my dad and sister this time. I interpreted the ending differently this time... Oh, Tobey Maguire is soooo dorky. But in a good way.

Well, everyone knows those annoying commercials that now run even before the previews? There was one for movietickets.com, and in the middle of it I just almost started to cry. I guess one of the disadvantages to being female and NEVER crying about anything big is you feel like bawling at strange moments.

It occurred to me again today that, despite how "normal" I feel - how much I feel like I am just like all my male friends - I am not now "normal" and never will be. :(

*casts eyes down*

And please, I don't want to argue about what is "normal." We all know. You can either say you are, or you can't.

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[hideotsuneoka.livejournal.com]

Most guys are ashamed to cry, but not all.

I myself cried 4 times the first time I saw Spider Man, with thick tears streaming down my cheeks.

The second time 3 times.

I've cried all 7 viewings of Lord of the Rings.

You're not female, you're just an emotional guy ^_~

[beandelphiki.livejournal.com]

Actually, my point was that normally I'm NOT an emotional guy.

The thing is, females (tend to) have more of this one chemical that is released when they cry. So while it is not natural for me to cry a lot, occasionally I guess things must reach a point where I almost sort of have to cry.

Ha ha, I'm a female guy. But I can't deny I'm "technically female."

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[hideotsuneoka.livejournal.com]

Bleh, technically smechnically, you're not a female!

I used to think so, but my opinion changed. You can be whatever you want to be.

I'm "technically" not japanese... But I'm *sooo* japanese.

;-)

[fanelia.livejournal.com]

I envy you, i do indeed
long ago i forgot how to cry, i forgot how to feel emotion like sadness, or empathy, when people cry next to me, all i can do is give them a hug, sometimes i wonder if being so detatched, its like it doesn't make much sense at all the world, you know?

i wish i could show emotion like that, i wish sometimes i could cry, and show the world that i'm not a heartless bastard...but, i just can't

[beandelphiki.livejournal.com]

Empathy, yes, I have a problem with that, too.

I do not tend to show a lot of emotion. More than you, probably, but if you ask anyone...no one has ever seen me cry in our school. Not a single person outside of my family, and that is just because...well...getting beaten tends to make a kid cry. :(

It's not that I have objections to guys crying, it's just that I don't feel natural crying, so it bothers me slightly when I do...

Note I said I ALMOST cried.