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[beandelphiki]

Okay, this is a bunch of random stuff.

First of all, congrats to Johnny on his chest surgery, which looks FANTASTIC, for anyone who (God forbid!) hasn't seen it yet.
Also, thanks to Johnny for adding me to his friends page...and here I thought I could remain unnoticed for a while. ;) Johnny is just particularily attentive.

Also Malik, cool for adding Jamie to your friends page. She's cool, you're cool, it'll be all good. And I know you sent me an email, but I got caught up doing a bunch of crap, so I haven't answered yet, sorry...

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[smallfries.livejournal.com]

no problem little bro .. i know ya got studys and shit ..
just checkin up on ya
yeah jamie ablivious has so funny as hell posts
malik

[hideotsuneoka.livejournal.com]

Ever since I talked to you, I changed my opinion on the whole trans gender thing.

Actually talking to someone about it makes a world of difference.

At first I was thinking, "I wish I could convince Danny to be a girl, to make some guy lucky" but now it's more like, "It's nice to know Danny'll be a nice guy for some girl"

Hehe. You've changed me!

[beandelphiki.livejournal.com]

Jeez, I hope you have your preferences changed to recieve comments as emails...I read this this morning, and um, it feels like I'm getting back to it so late.

Whoo-hoo! *dances* That's real cool dude, although seriously, I didn't get that vibe from you...hmmm.

I could say lots of crap about this shit *feels like cussing* (shit shitty shit, butterfly firebutt.)

1) I could make some guy happy, but I'd be gay, then. :)
2) Once another guy had the same idea to convice me to be a girl, probably b/c he had the hots for me (I have no idea why, b/c I ws trying to look like a guy, and most bio guys find that a total turn-off, thank God) and then he ended up stalking me. :(
3)I hope we don't get to meet.

The reason I say that last is b/c I know how disorienting it is to talk to a trans person online, and then meet them or something, and they look like their bio sex. MTFs that look like men wearing make-up...FTMs that look like dykes. I find it hard to deal with sometimes, and I'm trans, too! I hate making progress just to have it be derailed that way...

Also, although I don't think of myself as a girly sort of guy, I know that many of my mannerisms can seem girly to some people. Part of that is still left-over conditioning, but part of it is my little "personas" I make up. I'm always goofing, b/c I'm such a dark person inside... I read something somewhere that said the people who laugh the most are the saddest, and I think there's truth to that.

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[hideotsuneoka.livejournal.com]

My opinion of you wouldn't change if we met.

I'm not that type of person. Physical appearence means nothing to me.

[beandelphiki.livejournal.com]

Hmmmm. Wish I could say the same, more.

Oh, Kat told me today that you only approve of me and Lester out of her friends...whatever did I do to deserve this honour? :)

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[hideotsuneoka.livejournal.com]

Well, so far out of all her friends, you're the only 2 I can say are trustworthy, as you're both good people.

[beandelphiki.livejournal.com]

Of course I'm a good person! *shifty glance*

No, seriously, how would you know? That wasn't a critisism, but we've never met, I could be LYING about everything...well, okay, having Kat and Lester to testify on my behalf sort of undermines that threat...but seriously, now.

Kat tells me you've got good "people sense."

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[hideotsuneoka.livejournal.com]

I have this sort of thing... You know, some people are really good at telling the weather... Etc. etc... But I've always had this... Sort of, way of telling whether or not someone is a good, or bad person. One day I'll show you what I mean, you'll be surprised!

[johnnyboysriot.livejournal.com]

aw your so sweet,thankx for the compliment =-) of course i added u! u know i hella stalk everyone that add's me to their list, no but really, its very nice to meet u xoxox love always, johnny

[(Anonymous)]

omg i love you!! u said pishaw which is the same and pushaw which is fucking great. have a great day.
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