Why? Cosmic question

[beandelphiki]

Hmm. Thinking. And thinking. Am wearing my thinker out.

I just want to know...why...exactly...I always do things differently? That's all I want to know, is why.

I'm not complaining...well, I reserve the right to occasionally complain about my past and being trans. But this is not a complaint.

I just keep thinking about how I never, ever manage to do something in the conventional way.

I could almost start to believe in karma. Because could any one person be this consistently odd in a natural world of chaos?

Actually, yeah. It's probably possible, statistically.

Comments

[siegeengine.livejournal.com]

I agree, though... I'd hate to be normal.
I've grown to embrace my doing things differently... though I sense that it's causing you a lot of discomfort, for which I am sad.

Maybe you do do some things in the conventional way, but you just don't notice them.
Coffee.. for instance. And Cats! You love cats. That's a good thing.
Um...

If the world is chaos... wouldn't it make sense to be odd? I mean...
maybe you're the only one doing things right... and all of the sheep around you are the ones who are unnatural. That could be it. Um.. yeah. Well, it could be!

I think we were all born to be individuals. We were all born to do things our own way. It's only societal pressures that cause most people to bow and do things the way their neighbor did. I mean... does anyone really like plastic pink flamingoes, lawn gnomes, and christmas lights that are meant to look like icicles but really look like a gawdaful mess across the front of their house?? Um...

*sheepish*
*hugses*
*chatme tonight at 12 yourtime??*
*haleth -> ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^*
*runs*

[beandelphiki.livejournal.com]

*chatme tonight at 12 yourtime??*

Yeah, that should work. I think the library's closing now, though, so I'll get to the rest later.

*huggle*