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beandelphikiMom just came home.
Adderall XR is NOT on our insurance plan.
It would be $270 dollars for the 60-pill script Dr. H gave me. There's no way on earth we can afford that.
FUCK.
I'm calling my dad, and asking him to try going through Human Resources, but if that doesn't work I have to go back to the doctor AGAIN. And get something ELSE.
And we arranged to have me see her today because I had a day OFF. At this rate, no one in my very-ADD household is probably even going to remember to call the doctor for at least a freaking week. And then I might have to miss more school, and my instructors are already pissed about how much I've missed and are threatening me with consequences, etc. And no working meds the whole time. Like I'm not FAILING or anything.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, FUCK!
I hate this. I don't want to even be breathing right now.
And no, that's not a threat or anything. I'm just SAYING.
Adderall XR is NOT on our insurance plan.
It would be $270 dollars for the 60-pill script Dr. H gave me. There's no way on earth we can afford that.
FUCK.
I'm calling my dad, and asking him to try going through Human Resources, but if that doesn't work I have to go back to the doctor AGAIN. And get something ELSE.
And we arranged to have me see her today because I had a day OFF. At this rate, no one in my very-ADD household is probably even going to remember to call the doctor for at least a freaking week. And then I might have to miss more school, and my instructors are already pissed about how much I've missed and are threatening me with consequences, etc. And no working meds the whole time. Like I'm not FAILING or anything.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, FUCK!
I hate this. I don't want to even be breathing right now.
And no, that's not a threat or anything. I'm just SAYING.
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Date: 2006-02-18 06:46 am (UTC)