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*wrings hands*
Feb. 21st, 2005 07:58 pmI got a job.
In BIG text because it's BIG news. My aunt Krista got me a job working at Taco Time. Or rather, she got me the interview by recommending me highly (despite not knowing what I've been doing for the past 3 years), and the manager flipped over me at my interview. See, my bullshit was "exactly what we need."
I'm relieved that now when I see "NOW HIRING" signs, I can put down the guilt, dread and panic.
But now I also get to dread how badly I'm going to do, how soon I'm going to be fired, etc. and stress over that.
People have been trying to reassure me that working in fast food IS possible, even with no ability to multitask and no real working- or short-term memory to speak of.
I start tomorrow. Give me luck, universe.
In BIG text because it's BIG news. My aunt Krista got me a job working at Taco Time. Or rather, she got me the interview by recommending me highly (despite not knowing what I've been doing for the past 3 years), and the manager flipped over me at my interview. See, my bullshit was "exactly what we need."
I'm relieved that now when I see "NOW HIRING" signs, I can put down the guilt, dread and panic.
But now I also get to dread how badly I'm going to do, how soon I'm going to be fired, etc. and stress over that.
People have been trying to reassure me that working in fast food IS possible, even with no ability to multitask and no real working- or short-term memory to speak of.
I start tomorrow. Give me luck, universe.
