PSA and such

My userinfo tells me I updated last 5 days ago. Whoa.

Okay.

First and foremost, I have not been on lj much lately - I'm feeling kinda burned out. And the Tiger thing was hard. (I still don't think I've really grieved to the point it's "out" of me - meaning, I haven't grieved at all. I'm wondering if I will, and what will happen with me mentally if I don't. Eh. So...)

So I didn't thank everyone for their very kind comments on that at the time. I regret that, it was terribly rude. But I want to thank everyone who commented to me during those few days now. It was deeply appreciated.

Second, after tonight I lose the internet. My family is moving half-way across the city, and well, we're taking the computer, too. So it needs to be disconnected. I'll actually be without my home comp until the end of Friday. That's like, 3 days. I've never...you know...been away from a computer that long. Okay, well, I have but... Weird.

So I won't be on lj. Um, yeah. That's a switch.

Thirdly, griffen made a post today about fears, and invited people on his friends list to state what they're afraid of. I decided to do it here, so if anyone wants to join in over here, go for it. I wanna know what you're afraid of.

( Take a good guess what freaks me out before you look )

It occurs to me that I have to find EVERYTHING that I signed up for with my primary email and switch them once this move is over, because we can't stay with the same ISP. *sigh*

Have to go to class now.

Eeep

God, I wish people would STOP posting about the f*cking gay marriage ruling for awhile. I am still bothered by it, especially since Klein is being an asshole here in Alberta:

"No gay, no how," says Alberta's premier

(And I heard that he DID implement the not-withstanding clause, and now I don't know what's going on. With the move and all, we haven't been reading the paper.)

I honestly don't understand why it makes me SO upset, but it does. I feel sick. I can understand why I might be a little upset with the battle, but this is literally stuff like feeling dizzy and thinking I might pass out.

:(

I don't want to remove people just for this - god, I know this is a strange overreaction, to say the least. But if people are still posting non-stop about this when I get back online Saturday, I might have to start filtering people for awhile so I don't get constant reminders from my friends list.

I almost wish I had a shrink to talk to who ISN'T a total asswipe. But I don't really like the idea of shrinks.