Aug. 6th, 2005

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I got sick. This would be the reason I haven't posted anything yet - I had the GREAT fortune to get ill the night I got off work for my two-day break.

Today, I'm taking a day off work for illness, and plan to go back tomorrow. Of course, I don't really want to go back to work, but that's an understatement. I'm dreading going back to work.

I have a real talent for making illness-related absences stretch and stretch. I do this because when I think about going back to school or work, the dread consumes me. I almost literally make myself sick again at the thought of going back.

What's weird about this is that, when I'm in the midst of attending school or going to work when I'm well, I don't dread it at all. Sometimes I'm tired, sometimes I'd rather be at home with a good book, but I don't dread it.

Someone in the [livejournal.com profile] adults_add community mentioned the same problem a while back, and had it suggested to them that what is wrong is not the idea of going back to work you don't mind - it's the breaking of routines. I nodded my head along with this, but it didn't much sink in, until I was thinking about it today )

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