Polyamory and Communication
Feb. 24th, 2003 10:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
beandelphikiSo evidently, things were not going quite as well as I thought they were. Mer...should probably not say too much.
But one of my primary concerns when this started was that NOBODY felt neglected, and maybe I lost sight of that because it seemed okay for such a stretch.
Been thinking about communication and how far away I am, and how I depend on what I'm told...and that I have to believe that if I'm told it's okay, it's okay. And if it's not, I'll be told that too.
And thinking about how words mean so much to me, and how confusing it would be to be told that something I was told earlier wasn't even true at the time. Which wouldn't make sense to me.
Not saying that was the situation. It was just a thought.
But one of my primary concerns when this started was that NOBODY felt neglected, and maybe I lost sight of that because it seemed okay for such a stretch.
Been thinking about communication and how far away I am, and how I depend on what I'm told...and that I have to believe that if I'm told it's okay, it's okay. And if it's not, I'll be told that too.
And thinking about how words mean so much to me, and how confusing it would be to be told that something I was told earlier wasn't even true at the time. Which wouldn't make sense to me.
Not saying that was the situation. It was just a thought.
