Ugh

[beandelphiki]

I'M SORRY, OKAY? I'm sorry! I'm sorry I don't write long, meaningful, beautiful, elegant, witty, engaging, eloquent posts about life the universe & everything! I'm sorry but I can't do it - I just can't. I'd like to.

Fine, don't say anything, any of you, but I can feel your condemnation from over here, I can feeeeeel it.

Look, I KNOW the meaning of life isn't 42. I keep saying it just so I can be one up on people. It's not my fault if those dumbassses think computers are reliable.

Ugh. I've been keeping journals since I was eight, and it's always drove me nuts that generally I have nothing to write that isn't utterly banal. Sometimes I just want to delete this journal, and grab another code. Then go and create a new journal in another name, say...uh...Matt Jefferson. Yeah. And write entries such as, "time to fuckin update. yeah well today i played lots more gamecube. im going over to marks to board. his sister is hot. good tits. well thats it. see u all later. *fart*" And then I would get friends who I wouldn't care about, 'cuz I'd know they were all fricking idiots. (How do I know I'd have friends? Simple. People like that always have tons of friends. Don't ask me to explain the universe to you.)

Lacking Rob's ability to write a beautiful post about my suckiness, I'll state it bluntly: I suck.

Ugh.

Comments

[fanelia.livejournal.com]

*draws a bookund soundlessly and WHAP'S dan over the head with it*
sometimes...i wonder about you
there are better things in the world to get worried over.

[beandelphiki.livejournal.com]

Like whether I'll fail my science exam? Hah, I'd rather worry about the journal, thank-you.

[danielray.livejournal.com]

heh heh. i concur.

journals are more important than science exams.

[fanelia.livejournal.com]

oh and look at that
you complain endlessly that people don't comment.
*points to his own journal*
no ones commented for the last two, even though the last one was deep and insightful (or delerium)...punk.

[beandelphiki.livejournal.com]

There...commented. I think the problem is that it was TOO deep and insightful. *grin*

And when did I last complain????

[danielray.livejournal.com]

it's this week, i tell ya!

everyone's having a bad weekend/beginning of week.

i sometimes feel like my life vacillates between me being bored and me going out of my mind with too much to do... perhaps the problem is that i get bored unless i am on the verge of overload.

i've given up on ninety million journals for lack of something to say.

You should feel sucky and entertain me by giving me suggestions for FTM-specific ecards.

[beandelphiki.livejournal.com]

I know the feeling of not having a clue what to say...I sympathize. Oh look, I get to apologize again. Well, whatever.

Ecards - huh. Congrats for finding surgery money? Um, great that your parents decided to accept you? I dunno, but I'll let you know if I come up with something good.

baaaaaaaaaaaaaagel wantsa cream cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese

[littlebagel.livejournal.com]

*laughs uncontrollably* she writes like meee~ eee he he he he he hehe... AAAAAH HA HA HA HA HA!!!! *calms down* snort AAAAAAAAAAAH HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!!! haa.. ha.. ha. '_' *blinks* ow.. my eye hurts.. oo.. ow.. ssssss ouch.. nyah!!

*runs*

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagel needs a new brain

[littlebagel.livejournal.com]

AAAAAAAH! FUCK NUTS!! I said "she" i meant he. as soon asi pushed "post" i was like "i said she didn't i.. eh.. dumbfuck.." .. meh.. i meant he.. me sho sorry!

I have too many females in my life.. i always get a look from nathan when i accidentally refer to him as a girl.. tho he acts like one and tess acts more like the guy, but anyway.. NEH! Me so sorry... *hangs head*

Re: baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagel needs a new brain

[beandelphiki.livejournal.com]

That's okay...I got the other comment first, and I was like, "gee, who's bagel talking about?" Mmmph. =)

Re: baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagel needs a new brain

[littlebagel.livejournal.com]

mah~ :) i nearly shit my pants tho. now. *hides in my chair where i'm a few feet away from taht spider* *cries*

[windowlessroom.livejournal.com]

You..you mean the meaning of life isn't 42? *cries*

[beandelphiki.livejournal.com]

Ha ha ha. =)

[groovycat.livejournal.com]

that was random?

don't worry 'bout pleasing other people. you can never please them all, anyway.

[archanglrobriel.livejournal.com]

Hmmm perhaps you missed my really deep recent posts on pop stars who wear blue eyeshadow, latina singers who go blonde, not being a hottie for Pride and other utterly banal lifenaiglia as well. That's what journals are. What is absolutely stupid and banal to us is fascinating to another because -we- are unique and our filtering even the most boring everyday stuff through our consciousness is interesting to others. At least it is to me.
-You- interest me and your responses to buttered toast make me keep reading, not the fact that you wrote about buttered toast.

[beandelphiki.livejournal.com]

Um, your post on not being a hottie for Pride wasn't what I'd call "banal." Not with the way you write.

And when did I write about buttered toast? I NEVER, I NEVER did, you can't prove it!