Eeep

[beandelphiki]

God, I wish people would STOP posting about the f*cking gay marriage ruling for awhile. I am still bothered by it, especially since Klein is being an asshole here in Alberta:

"No gay, no how," says Alberta's premier

(And I heard that he DID implement the not-withstanding clause, and now I don't know what's going on. With the move and all, we haven't been reading the paper.)

I honestly don't understand why it makes me SO upset, but it does. I feel sick. I can understand why I might be a little upset with the battle, but this is literally stuff like feeling dizzy and thinking I might pass out.

:(

I don't want to remove people just for this - god, I know this is a strange overreaction, to say the least. But if people are still posting non-stop about this when I get back online Saturday, I might have to start filtering people for awhile so I don't get constant reminders from my friends list.

I almost wish I had a shrink to talk to who ISN'T a total asswipe. But I don't really like the idea of shrinks.

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homophobic prick

[lytheris.livejournal.com]

Klien is narrow-minded red neck (and nose) who allows his homophobic prejudices to influences his actions in the legislature making him a corrupt and inept official. I believe it is high time Albertans came to their senses and get off the conservative shit-wagon and start thinking for themselves and stop being so ethnocentric and prepare for the future, a goal that will not be attained with the concervatives antediluvian policies.

[unintentional.livejournal.com]

Only you and one other person on my friend's list posted about the whole thing. Maybe it's because you're friends with more Canadians? Dunno. Sorry that it's upsetting you, though.

I see a shrink soon and I'm not sure how I feel about that. I'm going crazy in my own head, though, so there's really no alternative.

[siegeengine.livejournal.com]

*big hugs*

I know how it is to get that kind of physical reaction to intellectual stimulus. Actually, you made it pretty clear from the start that this was happening to you, so I haven't mentioned it.

I'm really sorry... I wish I knew what it was so that I could help.

Maybe it's not what's happening with the law/laws and politics, but it's the enthusiasm and hope and excitement that is making you sick, because you know how likely it is that such things will get dashed and crushed. I think that's likely part of it.

Or, maybe it's the reality of so much happiness from people (over something that, as you stated, is on shaky legs) juxtaposed against the deep sadness, loss and grief you must be feeling over the loss of Tiger. That can be a horrible feeling, too... when you are in such pain... it can really hurt to be around people who are rejoicing.

Hope and happiness are such powerful forces... when they are continually denied, it can do things to a person. :(((((((((((((

I hope none of this does anything to worsen your pain.

*big big hugs*
*love*
me

[beandelphiki.livejournal.com]

Yeah, it's probably the first one.

Everything would be so much gravy about Tiger, except that both my mom and my sister are insisting that we get another cat already. *criiies*

Anyway. *hugs*

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[siegeengine.livejournal.com]

oh... :(((

some people don't understand how important and individual relationships with cats can be. I'm sorry they're insisting on getting another cat so soon. :((

*hugs*

I missed that pic of you!
*nother hug*