Burning out?
Mar. 12th, 2003 09:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
beandelphikiI have so little motivation for lj these days, it's not funny.
It's not a whole ton of effort to make entries, but that's about all I'm doing. Oh, that and commenting to
Frank. But that's it. I can't even look at my friends page; I'll load it up and stare at the screen without seeing or reading anything.
I feel weird looking at my calender, because it tells me I've made at least one entry every day this month. I can barely believe that, except I know they've been entries that weren't too much work.
I had so many things to write about: my lungs and how they're coming along; my sexuality/identity, since I've gotten questions aboutFrank; other things I can't remember, I'm sure.
I'm lying awake at night, thinking of all the things I have to do in the next few weeks, and whether I can do them. I want to curl up in a ball for the next few weeks and rock until it all goes away.
I wonder if this is what the start of a burnout feels like.
It's not a whole ton of effort to make entries, but that's about all I'm doing. Oh, that and commenting to
Frank. But that's it. I can't even look at my friends page; I'll load it up and stare at the screen without seeing or reading anything.I feel weird looking at my calender, because it tells me I've made at least one entry every day this month. I can barely believe that, except I know they've been entries that weren't too much work.
I had so many things to write about: my lungs and how they're coming along; my sexuality/identity, since I've gotten questions about
Frank; other things I can't remember, I'm sure.I'm lying awake at night, thinking of all the things I have to do in the next few weeks, and whether I can do them. I want to curl up in a ball for the next few weeks and rock until it all goes away.
I wonder if this is what the start of a burnout feels like.
