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beandelphiki ([personal profile] beandelphiki) wrote2009-01-20 06:41 am
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AARGH long-term memory fail!

Bad News: I don't remember chemistry.

I mean, it's been four years since I did any of this stuff, and I quite seriously do not recall ANY of this. I discovered last night that I don't really even remember how to balance equations. *FACEPALM* Although at least THAT's gradually coming back to me as I look over chem help websites.


Ugly News: There's no way I'm even going to pass my prelab. None.

As hideous as it is to contemplate having to do this for the FIRST wet lab, I think I will skip it, catch up on some missed math homework instead (I hear we have a quiz today), and contact the instructor as per the course outline to ask for make-up work. Claim I was awake all weekend (I was, actually), and that I slept in (I did, actually, since I was planning to get up in the wee hours and figure this crap out, and I didn't wake up until 6:15 because I forgot to set an alarm, ARGH). And that it will NEVER, EVER happen again, really.

(I hope and pray. *dies* Why, oh why, does this lab have to be at 8 am?)

Then I'm going to go find some tutors (electronic or otherwise) and I'm going to spend ALL AFTERNOON (since I have no classes) on REVIEW, REVIEW, REVIEW so that I'm not sitting in front of my lab manual next week looking at it going, "What's a mol again?"

I got a 98% in chemistry once. It HAS to all be in my brain SOMEWHERE, I just need to nudge it out.


Good News:

...

Um. I look really, really awesome in a pristine, white, knee-length lab coat. If I do say so myself.

Yeah, that's not a lot of good, but there had to be SOMETHING.

[identity profile] lynnafer.livejournal.com 2009-01-20 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
It's been a while for me too with the chemistry thing, but I might be able to help with some simple stuff. I got a degree so I couldn't have been that bad at it. Although, it's a degree from Trent University...

[identity profile] beandelphiki.livejournal.com 2009-01-21 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks for the offer. I went over balancing yesterday, and that, thankfully, all came back fairly quickly. So I know I just need to review...it's frustrating knowing that I DO basically know all of this stuff, but I'm going to have to do hours of extra review to dig it out of my brain and brush the dust off.

[identity profile] weird-fin.livejournal.com 2009-01-21 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
Yikes. Hope you start remembering more stuff reallly really soon!
It sounds like what i'm worried about will happen to me this year or in a few years...though being sick i might not have actually learnt it all so...it just might not be in my head at all! Which is then worse...or is it?

[identity profile] beandelphiki.livejournal.com 2009-01-21 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
It's truly amazing how fast you lose it! I feel especially sorry for someone I've exchanged emails with, who's apparently been out of school for something like 12 years, and now she's trying to do a BSc. So...she seems very driven though, so I'm trying to kind of copy her approach to the work.

[identity profile] weird-fin.livejournal.com 2009-01-22 10:32 am (UTC)(link)
Whoa! Out of school for 12 years? I do not believe I could do anything like that. *looks shocked*